every days another story

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 06:49:41 GMT

if you knew me from this journal, and want to still keep in touch, which i doubt many of you even remember me.

comment and ill add you to my new journal.

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 03:26:48 GMT

i miss this journal!

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 02:20:35 GMT

samantha harlen made this for me.

see my new livejournal

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 23:45:20 GMT

this is my dog tommy, i bought him a poncho for christmas, because he loves his walks, and you dont want him getting wet on his walks.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 22:02:04 GMT

it is said that if you sneeze ten times in a row, it is equivalent to one orgasm. ive only gotten to two. : (

i had fun this weekend. i want to wish everyone luck on their finals

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 06:59:19 GMT

i just went and saw white noise. pretty scary movie if i do say so myself. i juimped multiple times. tonight was really fun. and tommorow night should be great too. i got to meet some rad guy with long messy hair who had like no inhabitions. wow

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 04:49:27 GMT

saturday night. at sunset i am going to have a bonfire. you are all invited. my dd just got some palates for the fire.

bring your favorite cd.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 04:18:30 GMT

meet my new friend. she used to be a brownie and i think shes great. shes beautiful as well as articulate. yeah, i cardiac her

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 20:52:48 GMT

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 19:15:38 GMT

band post. sucks but i want people to know.

Friday, April 1st

The Used yes
My Chemical Romance yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. fuck yesss
Killswitch Engage nope
Senses Fail nope
Saosin nope
A Static Lullaby nope

25 bucks....... : )

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 06:26:25 GMT

thank you all who posted their views on my friends dependancy issue. i know there are people out there who think i am trying to point him out and cause him to breakdown, and im sorry you feel that way. i dont mean to hurt him, just better him as a person.

i just had him over with kayide and caitlin. we had a mini bonfire. david im sorry for saying those things about you. you really are a good kid when your sober, just when your high you have the wrong focus on life. i love all my friends. if you want to come to my house for a bonfire. let me know. my parents said im aloud to have people over whenever. i feel so good right now. i just saw the kid i chilled with almost everyday over summer. i just wish he would stay sober.

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 04:16:34 GMT

so im updating on marijuanna dependancy.

i have this good friend named David Bader. You might all know him and have some sort of relationship with him. im concerned about his addiction to weed. i try to confront him with it but he just blows it off like its no big deal and he tells me that he is going to quit soon. please tell this kid to stop. he used to be a rad kid. even post anonymous if you want. just let him know its not okay to smoke four times a day.

thank you to anyone who wants to help.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 21:00:52 GMT

i just spent three days in a trailer with my parents. crap

i slept 10 out of the 12 hours in a day because it rained like a mother almost the enitre time. for the time that it wasnt raining i skated into town and met teenagers from BORREGO SPRINGS! they were so sheltered. just imagine growing up with the same kids and never getting any new girls, or guys. disgusting right?

since ive only been awake for about 5 hours in the last three days im gonna be up all night. so feel free to call me.

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 05:25:02 GMT

yes i had a good christmas. and yes i spent money on material things and people spent money on material things for me too. yeah we wasted all our money away for "shit we dont need". it felt really good seeing the looks on all the relatives faces. and i got jsut about 15000 presents, and i loved them all. so for all those people out there saying how cristmas is bad and they just want people to stop buying pointless gifts, shut the fuck up because you got pointless gifts too, and you liked them. yes. i love america

and i love my life.

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 07:34:15 GMT

thirteen random things you like:
1) surfing
2) skating
3) Jamie McDowell
4) sand
5) wakeboarding
6) clothes
7) tan lines
8) intelligence
9) soft skin
10) scented candles
11) alpine
12) down comforters
13) memories

twelve movies:
1) blow
2) brink
3) half baked
4) requiem for a dream
5) reservoir dogs
6) supper troopers
7) whats the worst that could happen
8) tomcats
9) yield
10) singlefin: yellow
11) titanic( boobs!)
12) van wilder

eleven good bands/artists:
1) jack johnson
2) john mayer
3) the killers
4) rick springfield
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)
10)
11)

Describe ten things about you ... physically:
1) rust colored hair
2) bent fingers
3) tan
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)
10)

nine good friends:
1) j- squirrel
2) aaron
3) rich
4) brian
5) samantha
6) kaydie
7) (your name here)
8) dusty
9) columbian

eight favorite food/drinks:
1) cartne asada fries
2) strawberry smoothie
3) rum and coke
4) sprite remix
5) water
6)
7)
8)

seven people you’ve kissed:
1) ive
2) only
3) kissed
4) one
5) girl
6)
7) maddy

six things that annoy you:
1) being stuck on the internet late at night doing surveys
2) bad surf
3) ladys on horses
4) emo people
5)
6)

five things you touch everyday:
1) toothbrush
2) comb
3) my duffel bag
4) coffee mug
5) a drafting desk

four shows you watch:
1) vh1
2) daily show
3) 54321
4) fuse

three things you wear every day:
1) pants
2) my undershirt with the name of my crush in a heart on it
3) an over shirt

two celebrities you have a crush on:
1) faith hill
2) Jennifer aniston

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 01:48:48 GMT

on the beach, underneath a palmtree,watching the colors from the sunset serenade itself across the ever moving ocean, yeah thats where ill be when i realize that life is worth IT.

dont call me emo, because when i read over what i just wrote, it makes me happy, not sad, i dont feel like cutting myself, and there is no references to blood, tears, or screaming

put that in your pipe and smoke it, emo

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 03:27:18 GMT

i couldnt resist it. i went out on friday night.i was caught. i think i have to go away for awhile. just a couple months. to straighten myself out as my parents say. i love you all very much. im going to die inside if they send me to the halfway house in oregon, but all the memories you guys have of me, is what i will be thinking about.

its time for me to stop.

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 05:21:06 GMT

i talked to my good friend lauren today. man she is so happy, and she fits in. shes so far away. it makes me think about life. she left her old town, where there are countless memorys, of those crazy nights getting high with tragvius and john, or those boring ass sundays when she had nothing to do, or the late night phone calls. the countless hours spent with close firends. now she is in ohio! with a completely new enviroment. how scared would you be? even if she wanted comfort, she can get it nowhere, she has to move on. she has to leave us behind. fuckkk

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 05:17:56 GMT

santa claus!

yes everyone. fuck yes. my parents got a breathalizer for me so if anyone wants to try it out, be my guest. in like three weeks i will be able to start going out again to partys. and the best part is, my parents are gonna drive me to them. i explained to them that highschool is about partying, and that if i didnt party highschool was gonna pass me by, and how that would ruin a part of my life. so they told me i could go party as long as my tests kept coming up clean. im so excited. i miss the partying days. u guys should be happy too, ill always be a designated driver. so all my buddies, just give me a call and a car and your set

listen to jack johnson

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 00:53:34 GMT

hot weather= good times, good times= girls with short skirts

if this offensive to anyone. then i didnt write it

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 00:05:05 GMT

haha my second day of competetion was this morning. we left the house at 430 cause we had to be up in oceanside by 545. gay. yes very. but it was for a good cause. today has been completely wasted. i got home and kaydie and summer had called me, so thyey wanted to hangout, but i fell alseep and woke up four hours later. crap. so now i dont think they can hangoutunless we have like a movie night at johns. oh well. one more week then break. lets hangout over break.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 01:55:25 GMT


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Thu, 09 Dec 2004 04:52:12 GMT

has anyone asked u what u plan on doing after college? i know exactly what im gonna do

after graguating from college i will take a year long trip toi see and surf the world with j squirrel. probably europe, france, austria, germany, austrailia, indonesia. after that i want to have worked at some form of a political job for a few years untill i finally felt i had worn myself out. then i will retire in hawaii with a smoothie bar on the coast that plays surfing dvds and has beautiful paintings on the walls. every morning ill be opening up my white picket fence gate and running down the trail leading to a warm-water pointbreak before work. my house wont be big, but big enough for two or three kids. i want a wife that won my heart through intelligent conversation and not just looks.

sounds a little too perfect, i dont know if its even possible, but what i do know is marijuanna will not get me any closer to my goal.

future.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 00:54:45 GMT

holiday weekend coming up. kick ass. on friday i went to the parade up in alpine and i got to cruz my longboard all around town. we met some 8th grade girls. whew, way hot. later that night me and john made smoothies and watched resoivor dogs. good movie. on saturday i woke u at 6 and went to surf practice up in oceanside. it felt so wierd surfing in the rain and being able to see your breath. i felt like i was surfing in antartica. the rest of saturday was shot. today i went shopping with my dad for xmas lights and for some wetsuit gloves. tonight a bunch of family is coming over and we are going to have dinner. we are old now. times running out, its almost sad that in two years it will be time to move away and for me to leave the bubble ive lived in for so long.

OH

i like girls that talk back when u talk to them. giggles and constant flirting used to be fun, but i seem to be attracted to the intellectual type now. wow

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 05:07:04 GMT

so life is getting better at home. there isnt as many hstile looks being thrown my way at the dinner table. i figured out a pretty good way to pass the day. come home, do hw, listen to music for aan hour, work out till my body hurts, talk on the computer for an hour, and fall asleep to some good ass music. i started my rehab clinic today. it requires urine tests every monday and thrusday, and one group session a week. if at any time my test comes up positive w will be sent to a halfway house and live their until they think i am stable eno8ugh to return to a regular enviroment. pretty sickening huh? i think they are trying to beat down mentally untill i lay as an emotionless dry human being.